Lucy Arden
Pho
You drop me off
I wave goodbye
half gut wrenching angst
half skipping away with freedom
The red dress in the window
catches my eye
You'd like the black cats
Panthers
Tigers
Oh
Mummy
You'd sigh
It's a cheetah
with a roll of the eye
Do you not know anything!?!
How appropriate
this dress
comes from
The Cats Protection league
What's that?
I hear you question
Even though you're not here
my mind used to expecting
the questions
Oh so many questions
Your inquiring mind
What's that Mummy?
I even have to explain that
sometimes I find it a bind
when my brain is overloaded
with so many tasks
and you're asking
Why is everyone
wearing all these masks?
Or what 23 add 45 is
You're asking the wrong parent
I was only interested in
the male teacher not the Maths
£4 is a bargain
I expect it will fit
Next stop Thai food
I'm too late
oh shit
I'll go buy you a body brush
That's next on my list
I like yours Mummy
Buy me one
You insist
Not in stock till Wednesday
a strange conversation ensues
I clarify sizes
our masks confuse
Communication
disconnected
we finally fuse
our words behind cloth
Lips hidden from view
I thank her
and weave through
the social distance dance
To duplicate a batman
electric toothbrush
for the advanced
brusher of teeth
that you now truly are
I'm doing it properly Mummy
You can watch from afar
The offer has ended
half price suspended
confusing labels
Misplaced
Mislabelled
I often wonder
if on purpose
to catch out the consumer
The retailer misled
the fat cats fed
Empty handed
I duck and dive
hand sanitise
to stay alive
Wince as the liquid
seeps into my thumb
raw and wide open
from all the hand washing
I make a mental note
to give myself the thumbs up
I am oblivious of time
this clock watch today isn't mine
Foot loose and fancy free
I wander with glee
to my favourite shop
that will sadly soon close
I buy some essentials
and some of those
I offer my empathy
in a big oversized dose
We talk of all things
put the world
to women's rights
Talk of all of the things
we still have to fight
For in this strange world
where money is the currency
Do we truly value the things
that we give for free?
Like our love and our care
Our time and our energy
When we lend an ear
Do we expect it back
with added interest?
Kindness behind the mask
People now distrust
Connections
Unconnected
Touch a must
For humans are physical beings
A hand on an arm
not always just there
when you're wanting to charm
But to reassure
and respond
to human emotion
This virus is testing
our very notion
of being
human
Kind
to
all
living
things
“Only child... more like lonely child Mummy"
The sun is shining, the home schooling can wait, what’s more important right now, in the midst of this scary global pandemic, is our mental health and wellbeing. Our 6 year old son is missing interaction with his friends. He climbs on top of the wood store so he can make friends and play with the two boys next door. This connection became an important lifeline for us all.